Learning Things About Myself

Hey Everyone!

After church this morning I talked with one of my best friends for a bit, about everything that has been going on with work and stuff, and I am so thankful that I have friends that I do. They are able to let me be myself, and not be judgemental about the things we disagree on, and I love them for who they are.

There is a lot going on right now, with it being the holiday’s, and work, and such. I have spent time lately pondering what do I want to do with my life, I know I went to college, and studied history, and I still love history, don’t get me wrong. I wouldn’t say that I am having a quarter life crisis or anything, I am just wondering what I am supposed to be doing with my life, as far as career, and where I live and all that jazz, because I am really not liking where I am at, I am just biding time, working where I can to help pay off my loans, and hopefully start saving some money so I can actually start doing what I am passionate about, and find out more about myself, and who I am, and who I am supposed to be through experience, and learning from my experience of what I don’t want to do long term.

I know I love going places, and seeing new things, and learning about history and cultures by going and seeing them first hand. I also know that I like having a “home” or a place of permanence to come back to in between adventures. There is so much that I want to go see and do, that feeling like I am stuck somewhere, and can’t go do what I love, is discouraging, which is part of why I am still where I am for the time being, so that I can go and accomplish all that I want to do.